My 5 biggest irrational fears.

We all have them? Here are mine.. 

1, That someone has put a camera in the toilet.
- Which is why I never use the toilets in clubs or restaurants. 

2, Being killed when we overtake a lorry in the rain on the motorway.
- One day, it will get too wet on the road and we will slip in under the lorry and die. 

3, There will be someone looking back at me if I look into a mirror in the dark.
- Surely I'm not the only one who doesn't look myself in the mirror in a dark room? 

4, Being on a high bridge and it crumbles and I fall to my death.
- I. Hate. Bridges.

5, Russia invading Sweden.
- Is this irrational tho? Really? Doesn't matter, because I have a plan! 

A little bit of a read..

I have just sat down on our balcony to have a bit of a read. This time I'm reading a book called When you walked back into my life written by Hilary Boyd. I really need a bit of a girly read after my last book which was very depressing and sad to say the least. Anyway.. can't have a good read without tea and cookies.. I'm definitely an old woman in a 23year olds body.. haha I even made these cookies!

20,000

Last night after I had done my writing I checked the word count on my book. 20059 words! Which means it should only be about 2 months until all my writing is done for round one. I'm aiming for about 60-65,000 for round one which means im like a third done. It's finally starting to feel like I can do this. My aim for the book when it's done is about 80,000 words, a boss story and the confidence to post it online. Make sure you read it when it's done! It will of course be free to download. Also.. It'll be in Swedish, at least at first. :)

10 things I want to do before I die

1, Travel the world
Who doesn't want to travel the world? There are so many things I'd love to see and so many people I'd love to meet. I haven't been to that many places and I feel like I could really do with like 6 months of just going places. Too bad my life won't allow it right now. But I'm sure it will at some point.

2, Write at least one book
I'm writing a book right now as you might know? I've written about 15,000 words on it so far and I've decided to start writing 500 words a day because I really want the writing to be done by April next year. Remember? I set that as a goal a while back.
But I'd also like to write a book about my life (because I am THAT interesting..) haha.

3, Buy a PriusThese are the most beautiful cars out there. Every time I see one I have to say PRIUS, it's like I have tourettes. I already have a car, and I can't drive so it will have to wait, but when I'm getting a new car, I'm getting one of these for sure!

4, Learn to dive
My dad has a diving certificate and I am more than jealous, we went to Thailand and went out snorkelling one day and all I could think was "I wish I could go diving here". It's amazing, I've always loved being in the water. But I am also very scared of fish, don't ask me how I can dive if I'm scared of fish.. haha, it just works!

5, Learn a language
Since I moved from Belgium I've always felt like I'm wasting brain space on my Dutch if I don't learn it properly, I know a little bit, enough to understand what people are talking about and enough to go there on holiday and make myself understood. So I'd really like to learn more and get really good at it, if I could get it to the same level as my english, that would be great!

6, Buy my mum a house abroadWhen I was little my mum always said one day she'd buy a house somewhere (I can't remember where). If would be amazing if I could be on that level of success so I could buy her a nice little house somewhere in like Italy.

7, Explore
How cool would it be to go somewhere where no human has ever been? Or find a new animal or insect, name it after yourself or someone you love. I can't even.

8, Meet Edward Furlong
Isn't this everyone's dream really? haha. I was so close ones. So close! Before I met Carl this man was the love of my life. haha. He does Sci-fi conventions sometimes, and he came to Göteborg when I lived there and I didn't know. Then he was going to Stockholm so I bought tickets, went there on my birthday and stood in line for hours to get in, and right by the tills there was a little sign saying he wasn't there. The disappointment was on another level that day.
You ladies can keep your Channing Tatum. I don't care. I have my celeb crush right here! 
Also If I ever meet this guy, and he's a bit of a dickhead.. It will crush me! haha.

9, Star in a film
Not to sound bad or anything, but I think I wouldn't be that bad at acting, and I think it would be so much fun to try it out for real. When I was little I always wanted to be on stage, I was dancing and singing and putting plays together for anyone who came to our house. I'd make my brothers and sister and all their friends join me as well. I always said to myself, if I move to a big city again, I'll go to some auditions, just for fun, to see what it's like.

10, Make a difference 
I'm not sure how yet, but I'd really like to make some sort of difference, it doesn't have to be as big as coming up with a cure for Cancer or anything like that, but just a little difference, for someone, somewhere.

Feel free to comment and tell me the 10 things you'd like to do before you die!

What could I be making for dinner today?

What do you think I'm cooking?
It's not very hard, but if you guess right, I'll post a link to you blog right here tomorrow!